My Awakening

MY EARTH JOURNEY IN THIS LIFETIME :

I know that every hardship on this Earth has been my greatest teacher and catalyst towards my spiritual evolution.

I forgive and thank every experience for it has ascended me to the joyous and wonderful life that I have now. One I might have taken for granted if I didn't know how hard life could get. I truly believe that I chose the path that I did so that my soul could learn these lessons. I believe that we all chose our paths so that we could learn our specific life lessons during this lifetime. Each path is wondrous and unique, just as each of our life purposes are wondrous and unique.

I can truly say that I've navigated the deepest of valleys without any light and through the darkness I began to trust the one thing that's imperminent in this universe: my love of self.

As I began to trust myself, accept my human circumstances and allow for the universe to support me I began climb up out of the deepest valley and I began to ascend to the highest of peaks. Without the perspective of the dark valley I'd have never known the exquisite beauty of being on the peak. Life has more depth, more meaning and more colour because of where I'd been and what hardships I'd faced. I'm alive now. I'm radiant now. I'm awake now. Thank you!

It's a universal law that I'm here to share with you all, the law of polarities. For every deep valley that you've been through there is a peak just as high as that lowest low awaiting you. Spiritual awareness gets you to these peaks. Trust that through surrendering to your inner divine guidance you are about to awaken to the most empowering moment of your life! The peak is within you and you have many guides lighting up your path. As a spiritual teacher I am here to help people through this ascension process. It is my dharma. I'm here to pass this knowledge on to anyone who may be suffering like I was. I now know that there is no need for suffering.

I have learned through looking inward and through activating my own lifelight through loving every part of who I am and accepting my humanness and experiences for what they are...I was able to become my greatest version. These so-called enemies, abusers, accidents, and illnesses were merely stepping stones on my path to enlightened mastery. NOT SAYING ALL OF YOU WILL NEED THESE TO ATTAIN SELF MASTERY! Oh no dear ones, mine is a rare case (not rare enough unfortunately) but I chose it to be so. I chose a harder life path so that I could teach these concepts to a wide range of people. For I truly know pain and suffering and how to transcend it.

The first words God uttered to me as a teenager were "You will become stronger by what you overcome." That was after my 1st car accident, it was indeed a Near Death Experience (NDE). I left my body and floated into the oneness known as source, angels were with me and I chose to come back into my body, even though I knew it would be painful to do so. I was bedridden from physical pain for a year and a half during high school, I did end up graduating but I was not the same girl as before the accident. I was awakened to the true secrets of life! I was enlightened and it was a blessing in disguise, one that I truly did not see at that time. You see before the accident I had been offered a full ride track scholarship at the age of 14 to go to a University to run track, I was a straight A student, Golden Child, and in an instant that was all taken away. In its place I felt as though God had opened up my head, like a vortex had opened up and everything was illuminated. I could see energy, hear energy, feel everything and my extrasensory abilities were amplified.

God told me "You have a greater purpose" and that was my "awakening".

From that moment on, from the age of 14 to the age of 32 the only thing I'd known was debiliatating pain. I was labeled with so many illnesses...all of which were not real, the one that was predominant was Fibromyalgia after I was told that I also had occipital neuritis throughout my teens. I now know that my pain body was my greatest teacher, it was my alarm system telling me that my emotional body needed healing.

Our bodies will protect us from harm, they are working for us and when they're in pain it's nearly always from an underlying cause from the emotional pain body and/or a past life cell-resonant memory. Past life cell resonant memory, what, you ask? Well as a medical intuitive I can see that sometimes fibromyalgia can show up in a person who had a previous life with Tuberculosis, or neck pain can stem from a Karmic relatinship with someone who was in a past life with you in which your neck was a source of injury. AMAZING RIGHT? :) Our bodies are intelligent mechanisms that are working for us and once we begin to listen and observe what it's truly saying (a technique that is available to all) we can begin to truly heal. One big part of my physical healing of fibromyalgia and neck pain was beginning to accept the pain that I'd gone through as a child.

Past life regression:

Another integral part of my healing was through past-life regression: subsequently, I ended a bunch of karmic past-life relationships in which I had been executed and persecuted by the very same people who I had in my life at the time. I had to let them go in this life. I let them go with love--some were easier to forgive than others. Just remember, as you're on this spiritual path, for every person that you let go of, there is a new person who is waiting to be a beacon of light on your path...mirroring to you the light of your ascension.

By shining the light of my consciousness into the pain body and into the emotional body and through accepting whatever arose without judgement....miracles began to happen very quickly for me. My body let go and tears began to come. I began to look within for answers and they kept coming. The miracles came in the form of signs & synchronicities, angelic intervention, Jesus and Mary Magdelene coming to me and healing me, spiritual teachers began to appear, those who were not loving and supportive began to drop out of my life. Through allowing I received my life, perfect health and happiness back. I left a job that did not serve my highest and greatest good and trusted the universe to guide me and support me through my healing. This is something that we're not taught to do that while growing up, we're taught through conditioning not to let go and allow the universe to work for us, we're taught to fight the universe, fight our illnesses, essentially fight our own inner divine essence therefore fighting our ability to be free from suffering. We're taught to take the tylenol to fight the pain and go to work, or take the anti-depressant and fight the feelings and work through the pain. We're taught to look outside of ourselves for healing when we have our best resource within us, our own higher divine essence. We're taught that there isn't enough time to heal with work, there aren't enough resources, we don't have enough, we need to do to be, etc.

I am declaring here that what we're taught to think is completely off of the mark. It's a lie. IT GOES AGAINST EVERY SACRED TRUTH THAT'S EVER BEEN KNOWN TO US. Fighting is the ego's game (99.9% of people on this planet play this game), surrendering to your soul essence, flowing with the universal intelligence, and allowing miracles to happen transmutes suffering into peace.

Never let anyone label you with an illness, always listen to your inner guidance and if you can't hear it, even asking for it will bring it through.

"I took all of those labels of illness and threw them out with the garbage, labels are just that...someone else telling you what you have and when you give your power away to labels they may be stuck on you or in you for your lifetime.

When you internalize a label it it's like drinking a poison. They are limiting belief systems that are imposed on you by something outside of your own inner intelligence. REFUSE THE POISON. Take your power back and throw away the labels you've been given. The labels I refused to drink as poison were PTSD, Fibromyalgia, Asthmatic, Degenerative Disc Disease, Hashimoto's, Epstein-Barr Virus, Major Depressive Disorder, Chronic Pain, Broken, Abused, Shameful, Not Worthy."

***I WILL BE WRITING A BOOK & BLOG ABOUT HOW TO HEAL FROM FIBROMYALGIA and other ailments, for the pain is very real and very near and dear to my heart.***

I will say that I am perfect health, that does not mean that my human body doesn't get tired or triggered every now and then, the difference is that I'm no longer attached to the emotional outcome of it and I surrender to it, I don't fight it.

It's impersonal, my inner divinity is perfect, whole and complete. My soul is me, my body is my humanness.

I love and nurture my body and I don't take personally when it's hurt...I rest and listen to what it has to say to me. We work together, in harmony as one. We do not silence eachother, we are in synch with eachother. We flow together in this universal river...downstream now. No struggling required, as with everything in the universe there is a trust and flow about my life. Just as it should be, All Is Well Always. My outer radiance of perfect health is a reflection of my inner peace and harmony. This is something that is attainable for all of us.

BECOME YOUR OWN CREATOR:

You can trust the universe to provide for you if you are working towards your highest and greatest good. Self-love, self-healing and conscious awarness are what is needed on this planet, more people who are listening to and observing their bodies, and less who are unconsciously ignoring them. If you're ignoring your own emotional, physical pain then what message are you sending to the universe/God/source?

I am numbing you out so that I can get through life so that I can maybe retire someday and enjoy my life. I came from you and you rotate the Earth, Open the flowers and align the galaxies, you are the source of life but I think I'll Edge You Out (ego).

I will sleep through life to only awaken when it's over and say---I wish I had quit my "job" at 30 and trusted my inner guidance (which is the same guidance that is circulating those planets, God/source divine guidance--we came from it and are pieces of it). I wish I'd followed my true dharma (living a life with true purpose, awakened and fully conscious). I wish I'd been the magnificent creator that I was born to be, instead of blindly following what others expected of me.

I (Kelsea) now know, after having been in several Near Death Experiences truly know that there may not be a someday, so the best day is today. Today is the day and now is the only moment we'll ever have. There is no yesterday, there will be no tomorrow...those are merely thoughts! We are in the beauty of the infinite now. Here is a place of no fear, where everything is exactly as it should be and as you're reading this know that you are on your divine path. I welcome you to the infinity of possibilities that lie only in the now. I awaken you to the infinity of possibilities that lie within you. You are a powerful healer, creator and you too can manifest the life of your dreams.

IN CONCLUSION TO "MY STORY" AKA SHADOW WORK:

I did the shadow work. This is wherein the mastery of self lies and contrary to popular belief shadow work is not scary at all. Depending on your life and life path it can be a bit painful but to have a facilitator or spiritual teacher is very powerful on this path. To shine the light of your own consciousness into the inner areas of yourself that you are afraid of is the most empowering step that you can take to heal and transmute suffering into peace. That is what my job as a spiritual alchemist was to do, so that I could teach others the same.

My shadow work was what I term "the dark night of the soul" I accepted and honored that as a child I had been a victim of incestual abuse from the age of 3-9. I knew that it hadn't been my fault but I had to grieve that and let it come out. It wasn't easy, but that's my path and I wouldn't have had it any other way. How can you teach others about transcendence when you yourself have not gone through what they've gone through. In order to teach one must experience that teaching first. Now I shine my light out to those who say they have no control over their circumstances, if I can heal from all that I've been through and lead a wonderful life, then you can too.

Growing up in a house of physical, emotional and sexual abuse did not make me a victim. It empowered me with being a victor because it was and has been my greatest teacher. It mirrored to me my own strength and resilience and grace. It taught me that I am to forgive and send love to those who were abusive to me because I know that they must have gone through worse than I did, because they were doing the best that they could with what they knew how. I found out that through forgiveness of my abusers and through the light of love and self-acceptance I was able to heal and transmute all of the dark into light.

My abusers taught me how to become a master of enlightenment, they taught me the ancient art of alchemy. I grew up without a safe home, but I planned it that way. Everything was a blessing in disguise and now I realize that I am the enlightened master of my reality. I am now living my own dream because I loved up and forgave those who really did need forgiving.

"FORGIVENESS IS THE FRAGRANCE THAT THE VIOLET SHEDS ON THE HEAL THAT HAS CRUSHED IT."-Mark Twain

This is a powerful affirmation to declare to the universe! Everything you declare does indeed start the ball rolling in the direction that you wish to go. Affirmations are the perfect way to announce to the universe that you have arrived and you're ready for the next step on your path to perfect health, abundance, freedom, time, and loving relationships.

(I use the "I AM" presence affirmations quite frequently in my readings, as they are a powerful tool to fascilitate change.)

I release the past, forgive all of those in my life and let it go. I let it go with the love and the lessons freeing my lineage from any further hurt and sadness, Love is truly the answer to all. May love and light be shone upon them. Everywhere I go now, I shine like the Star that I am.

A star in the form of an awakened master,

I am here to be a lighthouse to those who are in the dark or to those who are looking for their inner lifelight.

I am here to teach how to walk the path that I've walked,

I will be your flashlight until you can see the lighthouse that is within you. Then you'll go on to light the way for others, through this miracle of light we will change the world. Not by changing other people or externals, but by looking inward through the eyes of God's love and through lighting up our inner starlight. Life is just a movie starring your soul. Light it up, find your inner star, your divine essence, and inner guidance. Your star will not burn out when everything else ceases, it is infinite and will continue to shine on long after this life is over.

Blessings & love to all of you beautiful souls on your beautiful path,

may it fill you up and may it light you up.

Live inspired dear ones,

With divine love,

Kelsea Starr***